Lumpy Life

Everyone tells me that I'm incredibly grown up for my age and that I look and act much older than the 17 year old girl I am. While this is a great thing to hear it shows me that I don't act like a child trying to be grown up, but what a lot of people don't realise is that while I am 17 but am no longer in education, stay at home most days cooking and cleaning, I miss being able to do the simple things in life like go out and see my friends, I even miss school!!  I never thought that I would actually miss school, but now I do, I miss being challenged intellectually, I miss seeing my friends and even some of the teachers. I'm going insane sitting in my house all day doing the same things everyday, clean the kitchen, hoover, walk the dog, clean the bathroom, clean my room, clean the halls, do laundry, and occasionally actually going out to see people. School was what used to get me out of bed in the morning because it felt like I was doing something that could take me

I know I haven't written in a while so of it has been because I've been ill, the other part is because I just haven't had the time to. This easter holidays has been packed full of so much stuff; my sister came back from uni for a week, and me her and our older sister all drove back up to uni, so we could all go and see Mcbusted as our early birthday presents. MCBUSTED WAS AMAZING!! I'm not even joking probably the best concert I've been to!! So far I've seen Justin Bieber (eww I was young), Bring Me The Horizon (hell yeah I crowd surfed to high five Oli Sykes), Foals (we were so close to the front, and the train ride home was hilarious), and now Mcbusted. The showman ship of Mcbusted was immense, about 30 mins-1 hour they travelled from the front of the arena to the back ending up in a delorean, so even though we were quite far back we were suddenly able to see EVERYTHING!! They then went back to the front of the stage and announced that the stag is actually a w